What are you doing to me??

I keep going over our chat and smile like a fool, I must read it thousands of times .And still it never gets boring. And every time I smile like it's the first time I read it.I can't stop reading it ,it's not even romantic chat ,its ordinary chat. I'm simply addicted to you, your voice, your touch and your joke. I keep asking God to make you mine to feel the same as I do.I don't know what are you doing to me! I want to get over you and at the same time I don't want to . I'm losing my mind

addicted

Don't you just hate romantic movie it has no use it's reminder about what you don't have and some time what you will never have . It's really hurt. you see all that happY ever after story but do we really have that in real life i don't think so . Some time we go through our entire life without even find the realistic version of the happy ever after . So i hate romantic movie but i still cann't stop watching it .
it's like drug it make you so happy for short time but hurt and destroy you from inside and finally kill you. even after knowing all that we cann't stop taken it.
I'm addicted that truth.