Lost

On my second year in Egypt ,I use to lose my way a lot because I didn't know much about the streets of Egypt, then I started to like the idea of getting lost so much that I invented a game, I use to play it with a friend ,we go somewhere and go into random street without knowing their  names and then try to find our way back .I discovered new places and we had A lot of laughs  ,it was fun . I miss it . I want to get lost I need to get lost . I need to be free of responsibility ,get rid of my shackles and be free to get lost.
Did you ever try that? You should ,if you didn't you are missing a lot.
A lot of fun,a lot of freedom ,alot of discovery ,a lot of new places. I cant describe the feeling .you had to try it to know it.
Ps
Choose nice place not gang territory

Longing for you

Longing for romance ,long for him to hold my hand longing for his warm hugs,for the safty that cover me between his arms , for his jealousy and most of all longing for his love. so where are you .i need you to find my happiness , because with out you i'm just passing through life ,like a ghost with out you i'm lost. I need you because you are my reason for my being.

love

LOVE is a flower that blooms and blossom in  the nurture of your heart, but if you don't nurture it will Wither & fall. Believing in love is like believing in God,  believing in something you can't see or describe, but still you can feel rocking every cell in your body and make you fall in the ecstasy vortex if you got it and shatter your heart if you lose it .
if that is not worth waiting for what would be.so I will wait for you because there is nothing compare to my fear of not having you in my life ,even if I have it for one instant.

Goal

why am i here ,i always wonder what is my goal. It killing me to feel useless like leave in the rain i don't know where am i going, why am going& what i am doing ,am i free to do what i want or i just think am free and there is plan i blindly walk by it .truthly i don't know . I guess it always come to me not knowing