the land of reality

A lot of time we see things that aren't true.because our mind diverts what we see to suit what we wish for or want , so we divert every truth just to keep living that dream and build that beautiful house of cards ,until one day we get hit by something so powerful that knock us out of our white cloud and we fall down to the land of reality and we start to see the ugly truth , then we ask ourselves how come we didn't see that before ,how did we fall for it? ,are we that stupid? Because it's clear as a diamond it was all lies , how were we so blind .Then we start blaming others for deceiving us & giving us false hope, but sadly again its our mind diverting the truth ,people didn't deceive us our mind did ,our mind diverts the truth so we believed their lies, And that is the truth .but we would  still prefer the lie "that others are to blame" than the truth so we can continue on living with ourselves. 

A dream

Yesterday I had a dream of you ,a dream that I would never wanna wake up from . We were fighting, then all of the sudden you hold me so tight diminishing all my power . Then I waked up with the sadness of the world weighting my heart down and went through my day trying to remember your touch ,your kiss, your hand going through my hair and your breath on my neck .Counting the minutes for the day to end wishing I never woken up and praying to god to see you in my dream tonight . I know we are not right for each other, but I can't help it you are my reason to live ,so if I can't have you for really then leave me to my dreams maybe just maybe one day it will come true..