Thursday, June 25, 2015
Friday, June 12, 2015
If only you know ,how easy for you to own me, control me and have me. All you have to do , is to make me feel that you are mine and I'm yours . And I would be like a pun in your hand. You will have me body and soul. You just have to say "you are mine,i want you and I won't share you" be greedy when it comes to me ,maybe for you those are just words but for me those are every thing i ever needed from you.
You already own me, you just have to claim me. For you and just you I'm as easy as it gets . If you just understand and I wish you do, because I want you and I want to be owned by you.
Thursday, May 14, 2015
The problem is I don't mind being owned by you ,even though I know that even though you are everything to me I'm no one to you .every time I try to break free from you I fail .you made me do things I never did and feel things i never felt .you made feel so jealous that The jealousy would eat me a life everytime I see you with another woman no matter who is she, no matter if it's reasonable or not.you control my mood ,you can light up my day in a second ,and you break me in a second ,I miss you every second of the day ,I can't even imagine my day without you , you are my safe place .
It hurt me so bad that I can't say that to you .It hurts not to be able to tell you "I love you ",it hurt when i'm sad and need to be with but i can't ask you to ,it hurts when I see you sad or troubled and it hurt when I can't hold your hand and tell you everything will be okay. I love you so much that it hurts, but I can't stay away from you.
even if being near you hurt me, Staying Away from you would kill me for Sure. If I'm not with you then I don't want to be. I want to be owned by you.
Wednesday, April 8, 2015
Did you ever try that? You should ,if you didn't you are missing a lot.
A lot of fun,a lot of freedom ,alot of discovery ,a lot of new places. I cant describe the feeling .you had to try it to know it.
Choose nice place not gang territory
Friday, March 20, 2015
When he looks to me ,my heart pound,and I keep on smiling like a fool . I try to block it or act normal, but I can't. I can't stop thinking about him. I try to let it go, but I see him almost every day. Its constant reminder in my face with his joke, and sadness. I truly want to stop thinking about him. My heart aches when he acts cold with me, ignore me or get close to another girl. It starts to show on me. It gets me crazy thinking he knows, but just don't feel the same or he doesn't know. I need help to get over him. Sometime I just think I will tell him,then I tell myself there is no way he doesn't know.its simple he just don't feel the same.but still I keep waiting for his message. His cold reply, hoping one day it will get better . Do you think its karma or payback for all the times I said no. The only one I want doesn't feel the same.